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The Ancient War and the Dark Sages

Excerpt from Interview with Eleazar Harash

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(Eleazar Harash) -The black Reason has been allowed so that it can correct those, who are imagining that they are walking on the Way of God and of Truth. Between the black Proto-turanians simultaneously there are Aware black Sages, who are deeply concealed within God. And only God knew them. These Aware black Sages saw Secret things, of which the saints have no notion and they could never see. These black Sages are a Concealedness. Their path was very heavy, but God Himself gave them enormous Revelations. I am not speaking here of the unaware ones, I reaffirm, but of the black ones who are in the labyrinth of the mind. Their fate and burden are of another kind. All seekers of God and of Truth who are not honest before themselves and before God, will fail in their clash with these black Aware Sages. So the saints cannot win there, but there are Aware Sages who, together with God and the Master, make a leap above them. These Aware black Sages were one distinct Chosenness of God, a Concealed Chosenness. As a whole the black Reason is the biggest cover of God and let me explain that this black Reason was never under the full rule of the black Sages. This Reason was in the hands of God, the same way that the shark is in God’s hands and there is an occasion when a shark saves one woman, it simply has no choice.

(Interviewer) -And this black reason, many incarnated people, they remember it from the past and they have some old connection to it, they even like it, they like to associate themselves, to announce themselves with it. Is this not dangerous in the direction of fanaticism?

(Eleazar Harash) –It is always dangerous, like that Russian man from Odessa, supposedly he had epilepsy, he was supposedly gone, drifted off, alcohol, but he cuts his mother into pieces, he cooks her etc. These are old memories, remnants. But remnants because people now are very locked, even ordinary people think at least a little bit, or more, about goodness, about the Way to God. But despite everything there is a big difference between people and disciples. The disciples have chosen the Master and gradually their mind will leave and the Master will enter and will give them Soul, Spirit, gradually, and He will elevate them. While people do not want a Master, because they want the ego to remain, and the self-will is there and such things can develop, or they can diminish, it depends on the person’s choices.

(Interviewer) -The Master says, I think it may even be in the First Lecture before the Youth Occult Class, that the disciple must be as a white sheet of paper, over which a prism is placed and in which prism the sunlight reflects. And when the disciple is in their black garment, there is nothing to make it white, or, at least, the Master says, thousands of years will be necessary for it to become white.

(Eleazar Harash) -There are black disciples, who, after a lot of experience, after heavy experience, become… in a certain sense they grow beyond the ordinary disciples, because they have passed through a Dark, which has later given them… Because the Master says, the degree of suffering determines the degree of Initiation. And the degree of torture gives such Gnosis, but here I am speaking of… This can be understood only by the Deep Aware black Sages. The oddest thing with the Aware black Sages is that they rob, take note: the unreasonable people, the madness in the unaware people – and they increase the Reasonableness in the seekers – this is their purpose. And only the one who has a concealed purity is able to understand the black Sages, but through the permission of God. The person’s purity is not sufficient, they must have a permission by God, discernment. The unaware black sages maintain the evil in themselves and with this they have lost their development for a long time. While the aware ones seek Wisdom and Truth in a concealed way, they do not share, and this is why they make a leap above evil, and a concealed leap. And evil cannot feel them at all, this Reason. Evil cannot possess the Aware black Sages, because they speak very strictly and they do not allow a lie, take note. I met such a person, who is very deeply in the Dark and he does not allow any lie. Anyway. Unlike the unaware ones who have fallen into both evil and the lie and they have no control. The Aware black Sages are Secretly Initiated by God, they have a very deep Equilibrium and these Sages are not seen by evil. They see evil, but evil does not see them. With them, evil is an exception, and only if God allows them and they want this from God, otherwise they do not encroach. Because there will be development on the other side, if… yes.

(Interviewer) -The Master says a similar thing about evil, but He says that with the black ones, they do not know the Truth and they do not have Love, this is the main difference.

(Eleazar Harash) -Yes, while the Aware ones have a Concealed Love and they know what they are doing and you will see later what some of them say.

(Interviewer) -Well then how can the black Sages not allow a lie, if they do not know the Truth, i.e. they still live in some incompleteness and incomplete reality?

(Eleazar Harash) –The Aware ones are in God in a Concealed way, and they live more as God’s Conception and not their own conception. And He leads them in order to give them one certain experience, like the Master, the Fearsome Elder Azavot Mahariya has achieved this. He has passed through 14 crosses, passed through the black brotherhood, passed through the white brotherhood, outgrown both of them and he Governs the black brotherhood totally and He can already be a Guide and make unaware black Sages into black (aware ones), because He knows all the subtleties. This is a secret experience, concealed in God – His experience – and in the Absolute.

(Interviewer) – Yes but I did not understand, do they know the Truth.

(Eleazar Harash) –They do not know it entirely, but to some Aware ones, God reveals it, in order to make them even more internal in themselves, alone.

(Interviewer) –Ok, and so that the listeners are left with comprehension and so they understand what you are saying – since they do not know the Truth, explain again what is the sense of them being black, after you saying that they are above evil.

(Eleazar Harash) –I explain right away, so, there are killers who kill other killers who do not know how to kill. This killer is very skilful, he is a master of martial arts, of weapons, he even has his Third eye open. Killing those ones, he does not even know who he serves, but he serves God secretly, without knowing. But serving God and killing killers, because God does not want to send an angel to kill, but precisely this skilled black Sage, in time God will give him the Truth and he will have no choice. ‘’You cannot show…’’ -say the Sages, the black Sages – ‘’…your hatred to the unworthy person’’. –the Aware ones, see what they say. You cannot show your hatred to the unworthy person, they will not appreciate it and they will not make a leap over themselves and the hatred. ‘’We live…’’, say the black Sages, the Aware ones, look now what they say. ‘’We live as evil for others because we are their correction. The Dark Way has been given for your ascension.’’ – The Aware black Sages are a Secret of God, and the unaware ones are connected to evil and they are in the Hands of God, but in another way. The unaware black sages have unlocked evil in themselves and they have locked God. In order to know the secret of the black Sages on the inside, you must have Haragei – I have spoken – the ability to capture the imperceptible. This is a Secret of the Heart, of the Core. The Aware black Sages have Inspiration which the saints haven’t even dreamt of. These black Sages did not seek the light, because the one who seeks the light, say they, is in darkness. But the one who seeks God and the Truth is on the right Way. There are black Sages who have turned evil and darkness into Insight for their concealed Way towards God. They are a big rarity. They were in Atlantis a bit, but a big rarity. In the Proto-turanian Race they were around 80. And all – the other ones, the unaware ones, were simply ruined spirits who will learn for thousands of years in the long and heavy way of dark incarnations, because they simply love evil and the fall, and not insight and the Concealed Way towards Truth. The unaware black sages are a dark core in the world and in the otherworld, because they are dead spirits who live unaware – this is death. They live as ghosts and they do not govern themselves and their actions. The Aware black Sages are Concealed Secrecies. They know that everything is from God. They are apparently in evil but they are untouchable to evil. They have a concealed destiny within God. The Aware black Sages are not like the limited believers who say God is this and that, and this is right, and that is wrong, without knowing what is truly right. The Aware black Sages know that God is deeper than Righteousness and the right things. They know that God is Love and Truth, they know that God is above reasonableness. And He cannot be told. One of the Aware black Sages says: God is the Concealed Sanctum in me, but neither the dark beings, nor the light beings see me. – There is even an occurrence when Lucifer appeared before God, the angels do not see him. God has concealed him, the angels think that he is Satan or something… He speaks on a concealed level in the Secrets of Proto-Light. The Aware black Sages say that if God was able to be known, then they wouldn’t seek him, because all True seekers seek only One – the Unknowable One, the Boundless One, the Concealed One, the True God. All Aware and Truly Inspired Sages and Initiates love the Great Unknowable and they feed on it. This is it.

(Interviewer) –Yes, thank you.

(Eleazar Harash) –Yes. God will bring reason to both the black ones and the white ones. There have always been light ones who are not light and dark ones who are not dark. Odd, all kinds, a person must know, they must know these things and simply discern, because in time they will meet, sooner or later they will meet both ones, and the others. It is… God decides this.

Translated by Ruah Ezekiel

First Elder Beinsa Douno

Questions of the Children towards Eleazar – Pt 10

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Questions of the Children towards Eleazar Part 10 – 23rd of June 2024

The Elders and the Eldresses are our Ancestors. And who are not our Ancestors? Who is the Mother of Eve? How did God or the Absolute make the First Elder? Who gives birth to the Elders? Do they have a Mother?

-Let us start with a Formula.

-Yes.

-…so that the Master is present?

-Yes.

-Hello, friends, today is the tenth part of our series Questions of the Children towards Eleazar. We continue with Shining’s questions, who is already seven years old. But before that, let us ask Eleazar: Who can distinguish the inner voices within themselves? You have shared that only after a New Birth, the person is able to distinguish who is speaking to them on the inside. Would you share something?

-Voices are everywhere, in the form of vibrations, of whispers – in people, in animals, in objects. Even in the rock there are voices, and the rock can tell a story. For a person to reach the Pure Voice, this means to lead one Deeply Truthful, right life… and otherwise, this is a big topic. And only then will they be able to hear the Voice within the Voice – i.e. the One Who has created the Voice will enter – and then He speaks what is Truthful, right. And the others may imagine that they are right, that they hear, right. But the one who truly hears becomes a Sage, an Initiate, a Master, and at the same time exceptionally modest and humble. One of the methods for direct communication with God and the Master – this is Absolute Humility. Humility is the method of hearing, the method of seeing. The method of Direct Communion is an exceptional quality that is difficult to say one person in millions possesses. It is simply an exceptional quality. Its height is such. And when God wants to commune with a person and to give them His Voice, His Eye – just as the Master gives His Voice and His Eye – first, He makes them humble, deeply humble, in order to make them His Door. But this is a big topic.

-Yes, and you shared that even – even the rock hears a voice, even the plant hears a voice, even animals hear voices.

-Yes, angels enter and can tell in the plants, in the flower – what the herb is and how it is to be used. In the Pure Communion, the Sacred Communion – not like scientists, right. The scientist sees physics, chemistry, atoms. The Pure one sees the Unknown, the Immeasurable, the Love in the flower. And I had an occurrence: a rock tells you a story directly, right.

-Yes, and is it this Inner Voice that makes, let us say, the herb reveal itself to someone who has love, a special love for flowers?

-He makes the Connection with both the herb and the person. He enters into the Soul of the herb, into the Soul of the person – and He Himself instils Soul – and the person just understands what it is about, and the others just look. And then the herb just speaks to the person.

-Yes, yes, yes. It tells them what it needs to, and others imagine.

-Yes. And what would you advise all those who hear various voices within themselves? What attitude should they have towards all these whispers, visions, so as not to be misled and not to mislead others?

-Only in the Way of Love towards Truth – Truth will clarify and eventually give discernment.

-But until then the person should not rush, to go out and to tell…

-Then, whatever they tell, they lose; whatever they hear. So, they think these are symbols, that they are sent by God. For example, let us say, they meet a black cat. God, He does not depend on this black cat. How can God in you depend on symbols? He is Above… And when This Voice leads you towards Itself, you will give up on all symbols, on all visions. As long as you still see – it means you do not see. The Direct Communion is the Nothingness. It excludes everything, and then the Nothingness speaks in you, and then the Voice of the Master is pure. It speaks clearly to you, it speaks comprehensibly.

-Yes, yes. Thank you, thank you. And so, Shining’s first question: The Elders and the Eldresses are our Ancestors, but who are not our Ancestors?

-First, the Ancestors, these are the Elders and the Deities. They are Ancient. They are the Ancient Truth in us. They are the Great and Deep Unity in ourselves, and Adam and Eve are another school – the division – the teaching lost. The Ancestors are the Ancient Way, the Primordial Way, and Adam and Eve were exiled in order to return. The Elders are Sacraments before the Way existed. The Elders are our Foundation. They are our Ancient Root. They are the True Ancestors.

-Yes. The second question: Who is the mother of Eve?

-So, the Mother is concealed. When Eve chooses the world, this Mother is strict. When she chooses God and God’s Will, this Mother is teaching. She leads Eve towards being a Deva, and Eve gradually becomes a Pure Primordial Soul, a Pure consciousness. It is great when Eve attracts the True Mother of Love. Then she will one day return into the Power of Love and in the Proto-Mother. Then Love becomes aware and I can say – this Love itself, the aware Love – this is the Supreme Service. Just as the Pure Wellspring serves. This Love is the Perfection of Service. Only this Divine Love works for the universal salvation because those who have lost their love must be saved – because they have lost their Soul. The Living Soul is Love, and the dead soul is knowledge. The problem of believers and non-believers is that they know, and therefore they fight with the devil or with themselves, but Love comes to know. Why? Because the Loving one merges with God and they are Blissful – they have no one to fight. Love is… Love has no enemies, no opponents. Love is the Last Word in the Universe and beyond it. The Mother of Eve is the Primordial Love. And if you become Love, and if you are Love, you are in God and in Love, and not in religion and knowledge. What does it matter to Love what religion you have if you have no Love? Love is God, Love is the Mother of Life.

-The third question from Shining: How did God or the Absolute create the First Elder?

-The Absolute created the First Elder in an Ancient Way – not through the Word but through an Uttered Speechlessness. Here I will only slightly divert and continue. So, the Master is an Uttered Speechlessness, and therefore however you want to express Him, you cannot. He is not like the others, right, He overtakes… So the Absolute created the First Elder in an Ancient Way – not through the Word but through an Uttered Speechlessness and therefore the First Elder says: Millions of years ago, there, in the distant past, was I. And He says: I taught the Sun to shine. The Master is Ancient. In His lectures He says: I am before Eternity and will be after it. And more: When you pass through 100 million suns, through 100 million solar systems and come to Me, I will greet you. See where the Master is. The Master says: You say I am Deunov (transl.note – the meaning of ‘’Deunov’’ is ‘’of the bottom’’), but I am bottomless. And you are an Abyss – it means “bottomless”–but you must discover it (transl.note – the word ‘’Abyss’’ in Bulgarian is composed from the words ‘’without’’ and ‘’bottom’’). In general, the Master is even before the future. He is Ancient, there are no such things there. All these things… what messages, what, right… Anciency is above everything.

-You shared that…

-He is the Source.

-Yes. You shared that He came so that the entire Bulgarian people could choose Him, but only His disciples have chosen Him.

-Yes, people have chosen the world and they will always have problems, and the disciples gradually erase… erase the karma, erase all burden, and they walk in the Right Way, and after a while, everything will be given to them, because… the Master has Chosen, and He does not make a mistake.

-Yes, the fourth question from Shining: Who gives birth to the Elders? Do they have a Mother?

-The Elders are not born, but Unborn. They are Ancient Depths, came out of the Mystery of the Absolute. They only appear to be born, in order to become closer to us. The Elders are Truth in action, like the Master – God’s Will in action. And the Elders are God’s Will in action. They have Love within Themselves, and that is Their Mother, Their Unity. They have Wisdom – and that is Their Father. And Truth is Their Depth, Their Mystery. They are the Image and Likeness of the Boundlessness and the Mystery. And this is why They do not speak about the Truth, They are the Truth. And this is why they create the Truth – the Unbornness. The Elders are movements of the Gracious Peace – the Sea of Proto-Light. Because They are Unborn, They feed on the Proto- State – the Great Uncreated Completeness, the Manna. The Manna – this is the Unborn Nourishment. No Wise Being wants to understand the Absolute, but only to be Touched by It. Al Motihara, the 25th Independent Elder of the First Circle, says: “What is Majestic is only the Incomprehensible.” That is it.

-Yes, thank you. You had something about Humility that you had prepared for us, or…?

-No, no.

-Yes… so, next time, you agreed to tell us something about the place of talents and gifts in the way of children; their development and realisation. And if our gifts and talents are what we love to do, can we develop and grow spiritually without this taking us away from the Way to God?

-Yes, we will answer, yes… But again: a gift if it is not dedicated to the Master, will lose itself. They are beings, the gifts – who work. They want to push the person, but if they do not understand… service, the conscious service to God, after a while, they will lose their gifts and their strength, and everything will be lost.

-And if the gift coincides with what a person loves to do? Or is that not enough?

-Well, it will be some path, but there is no guarantee where it will lead because the Foundation and Root of absolutely everything is the Master. Everything you do without the Master, and if it is not in His Name… Because the Master is a Fearsome Word, the Fearsome Sublimity. This is… So, the Supreme Master – the Absolute – created the Master and this is why God seeks the Master.

-God seeks the Master too?

-Yes, He seeks Him because without Him He cannot… become accessible. And accessible in such a way, that… so clear. And if some do not understand the Master, it is because of Him being too Clear. I have come to this conclusion. Because… and it is Depth.

-So we can say that the Master must become the Centre of life around which everything whirls.

-Absolutely everything is in Him. Events, and occurences, and small details. In general, everything is Him.

-Yes. Next month, Adelina will be our guest again for the second time with her questions. And we will read two of them, the rest we will save: Where did the darkness come from? And also: What are the animals of the demons – neither from the earth, nor from the soil, nor from the sky, but from their world?

-Yes, yes.

-Will we answer?

-Yes, yes.

-An answer from Eleazar to this and other questions in our next conversation. And let us make an announcement for the new, upcoming public meeting of Eleazar with Guru Yogi Tan. The meeting will be held in Varna on the 6th of the 9th month.

-The sixth, sixth of September… Yes, at 5:00 PM, right?

-5:00 PM, in hall 1 of FCC Varna. The meeting is held by ‘’8 Magazine’’, Eleazar Harash Foundation, with the support of “The Master and The Disciple” bookstore Sofia. And the topic of the meeting is: Awakening. And let us ask: can we say that Awakening, Enlightenment, Initiation – this is the Way of the disciple to their Master?

-Awakening is just the beginning, and the Real Awakening happens in the Initiation. It happens in Samadhi. In Samadhi, I can say, a Total Merging of the Master and the disciple happens. And there is no longer a Master and a disciple, there is no two – they become One. And the Master does everything. The disciple realises this – some think that they act, but only the Master acts.

-Yes, and then the disciple becomes a Son?

-Well, they become a Son, one might even say they don’t become a disciple, they become a Mystery. The True disciples become Mystics.

-Mystics.

-Deep, different waters.

-Okay, and we want to greet all friends with an excerpt from our upcoming book: “The Master about Himself”. It will include the Diamond Book that you are preparing.

-Yes, yes.

-Here is a fragment: “May your reliance be Fire. The Way towards Me is like a river towards a sea. The Way towards Me is like Fire towards Fire. The Way towards Me is diligence and reliance. Whoever is diligent towards Me, will see Me. Whoever relies on Me, shall know Me. I am always faithful for the one who is reliant. True and Immutable is My Name, but I wish that you are diligent and that your reliance is Fire” – the First Elder, The Master.

-Yes…

Translated by Ruah Ezekiel

Islam

The secret, called Mohammad 1.5.2007 and 5.6.2007

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1.5.2007

The secret, called Mohammad

(Lecture)

Mohammad’s education began in the Desert. The Desert is a great Master. He lived with its Boundlessness, with its Marvelousness and with all its horrors. All of this is found in the Desert.

Often he was deep in thought, because he loved humankind very much. Mohammad had a very wild energy, he was very passionate, very spontaneous, even at times he had outbursts, but he had two things in himself, for which he was chosen: big sincerity and a big love for Truth, which in time turns into Wisdom.

Mohammad is primal, uncultivated, he has no education – like the Desert itself. As I said, with a wild energy, but very Truthful. And gradually the Desert gave him understanding with itself. As a whole, he is a Great son of the Desert.

In himself, he was one silent and deep Soul, with sparkling eyes, a concealed force of nature, but very, very heartful – there are many tales of this. And very communicative. But he knew, as I hinted, the horrors of the Desert too, and, of course, its marvels. In this Great and Severe Desert he found the answer, from which his inspiration was born.

But let me say first: What is this – the Desert? According to the Sufi – the waters of life, the place of seclusion. Aside from this, it manifests the non-being, the concealed Power of God. It engulfs both time and space, it is the place of Revelation – of course, for the seeker. In the Desert he received both the Revelation and the Inspiration. Truth was instilled into him and later the Quran was born, which is the Divine Will. In this way the Desert taught him to see beyond, because it bound him to understand himself as a seeker. And later he says: Allah is the aim of all striving. Something which is universal and applies to all true religions. God is the aim of all striving. And he also says: If you have Love, the dark face of disbelief will fade out.

If we must compare, Christ had a very heavy task with the hardened Jews, but with Mohammad, things were heavier: amazing Arabs, fearsome fanatics and tribes, exceptional idolaters. But Mohammad succeeded, even though for many years there were threats for his life; for 3 years – 13 disciples and a lot of heavy things. And where do these heavy beings come from, called idolaters and exceptional fanatics? They come from the second branch of Atlantis, Tlavatli – that is what they were called then and they united with the martians, back then. And they come here with their horrors. Mohammad has succeeded today to teach all those many millions of people to pray every day, five times a day, which means that in next reincarnations many, many of them will be born Sufi. And in this moment, the Sufi are over 40 million, and many are these people, obedient to the Quran (later we will see what the word Quran and the word Islam mean). This person even, at times, wanted to give up, because it was too heavy. But when God has a plan, who can ever deny God: not Judas, not Christ, not Lucifer and so on. Each one follows their Way and in the name of humankind. As we will see later, Satan is a being exceptionally loyal to God, while with the person, there is a problem. The person is not loyal to God, nor to Satan, nor to themselves, that is why they are a person.

And then Mohammad says in the desert: There is only one God and He is Great. There is nothing more inexpressible than Him. – This was deeply experienced in the Heart of the Desert, something suffered, something lived. This marvellous son of the Desert understood that God is the only Great Reality and that He has created us and He supports us. And everything else is merely His reflections – sons, Masters, Prophets – these are His reflections. Mohammad even calls them His shadows, which veil His Greatness, the Greatness of the One God.

And in this Desert his Great thought was born, as I said, deeply suffered for, experienced by his marvellous Soul. And he said: ALLAH AKBAR. It seems very simple, it means GOD IS GREAT. But in these words there is a big Secret, gradually sometimes we will comment on them, because they seem very simple, but they are not.

God is Great. And also he said: Islam – i.e., we must completely surrender ourselves into God’s hands. Islam means total obedience, to entirely give ourselves into God’s hands. And all of our strength, says Mohammad, is in this – to humbly give ourselves to Him, whatever He does to us. Because Allah is Akbar, because He is Great, He knows. We do not know, but everything which He does, He knows and therefore, we must give ourselves to Him.

Mohammad often cried in the Desert from this revelation, because it was very suffered for. These are not ordinary words, they have been deeply suffered for. But he knew that the Arabs were big fanatics, full of idols and aside from that, very dangerous. But he wanted to give them the Pure Revelation, the Revelation of the Desert. He glimpsed that the harsh trials in the Desert are also God’s Will. They were granted by God, he also calls it: by Necessity. And because Mohammad was very sincere, he perceived that these were the Wisest conditions. So he did not protest, but he said and he perceived that these are the Wisest conditions.

But what is this, sincerity? Because we are speaking, this is a strong quality of his – what is this, sincerity? Briefly: The beginning of True development starts from it, from sincerity. It is a method, through which the person exits from the world. Again it appears to be some ordinary word, as if we know it, but it is more than a word and an idea. While the rest remain in the world, the sincere ones overcome the world. There is, of course, one ordinary sincerity, but it is without depth; it is a human deed, we are not speaking of it. It flashes and is lost. We are speaking here of the deep, concealed sincerity of the person’s Soul. It connects the person to Eternity, to the Boundlessness, it is moving in that direction. In this sense, sincerity is connected to the inner essence of things and it illumines this essence, the inner essence, and it leads to another land. The sincere person themselves is transfigured and in the end they come to know that they originate from eternity and they return towards it.

The secret of this sincerity is in this that it shapes in the person the true and right purposefulness. Without it the direction is already different, without it you remain in your poor, human nature. You may approve of it, you may like something in sincerity, but if you do not unfold it according to the laws of Truth, you remain in human nature. And sincerity returns the person into the original feeling. And what is it? It is decisive, it captures God. And namely sincerity is a measure. It is a deep reverence towards the inner essence of things. This is sincerity – a deep reverence towards the inner essence of things, towards the true essence.

In the Desert still, Mohammad understood that he must follow God absolutely loyally and without questions, because God is Great. And later this Revelation ‘’God is Great’’ turns into the Soul of Islam and the Soul of Sufi. This simple sentence, that everything which God does, is good and wise – and this really is so – is actually Supreme Wisdom. And this Enlightenment illumined the dark of his own soul. And Mohammad Shone in the severe Desert, and within him, a wellspring began to flow, life and inspiration began to flow. Otherwise this dark threatened with death and destruction. But after this Revelation Mohammad’s whole Soul began to burn, because this was a Great Truth and it gave him something from itself, something so important for his restless and seeking soul. This Revelation saved him from the dark, but would these odd Arabs – these exceptionally wild and dangerous beings with their idols and their fanaticism – would they understand him? Would they accept him, would they accept Islam? He himself did not know this. But he already knew that he was chosen by Allah.

Next time we will have a continuation, another lecture for an interlude, and then we will enter into the exceptionally deep, and I would say, special, secrets of the Quran.

5.6.2007

The secret, called Mohammad

(Lecture)

Mohammad sincerely thirsted to make Allah Akbar, i.e. God is Great, well-known among the difficult, as I told you, Arabic tribes. Mohammad felt Divinely illumined and he already had Al Haqq within himself, i.e. his Truth, and it was experienced.

The Arabs greeted him with mockery. For 3 years – 13 followers and many threats, he had to hide a lot, he had to run to caves and all sorts of places. Later, in a smaller circle, mainly before relatives, at a gathering of around 40 people, Mohammad says of his mission, that it must be transmitted to the whole world. Everyone surrounding him, despite being his close ones, fell silent, because he asked whether they accept his mission. Silence and laughter. But 16 year old Ali stood up and passionately said: I am with you! – And later this turns out to be one of the noblest warrior-knights, loyal to Mohammad and to God. – ‘’I will follow you!”. The rest did not want to be impolite to Mohammad and they were in doubts, because they knew he was unschooled, uneducated, and this is a big endeavour. And everything looked like something very serious and even with heavy consequences.

And so, everything was really happening very slowly. As we will see later on, we will interpret the Quran from the viewpoint of the Sufi, the matter is of something grandiose. The Quraysh, the most dangerous tribes and his enemies, said to themselves: But how can this uneducated person be wiser than all of us? – His uncle, who loved him a lot, Abu Talib, says to him: Aye, can you not be quiet about all of this? Believe in yourself, but do not disturb the higher-ups and do not endanger yourself and all your close ones. – Mohammad said to him that even the sun and the moon themselves could not force him to be quiet, because the Truth wants this, and the Truth is the Sun itself. And that Allah Himself wants this. And when he said this, Mohammad burst into tears, because he knew that his uncle Abu Talib loved him a lot and wished him well. And Mohammad perceived that his mission will be very heavy and very severe.

Then he talked here and there with the ones who wanted to listen to him, and bit by bit his supporters grew in numbers. But he suffered a lot for this, that people did not understand how Great God is. Big contradictions accompanied him. Many apparent and secret enemies appeared. The Quraysh began to scheme about his murder. Many of his close ones were already dead. He even despaired from time to time. It was so heavy for his Soul that he despaired. He was forced to hide, to dress in odd clothes, to run, to go in caves, as I said, to be homeless, to live among constant danger. It even seemed that his mission was not meant for this world and these tribes.

But the plan of God was not such. In these great difficulties and in this great desperation, one hadith, i.e. one record tells the story of the ant: When Mohammad was in the mountain and he sat, again, tired and despairing, on a rock, an ant came along. It carried one big straw and it picked up this straw 99 times, and it did not give up, he counted. And he said to himself: If this ant is so diligent and does not despair, then will I despair? – As you see, when the Spirit has an idea, has a plan, it brought inspiration into Mohammad. Mohammad observed the ant for a long time and said to himself: If it does not give up, I will not give up either! Then I will persevere too.

Despite the big difficulties, Mohammad persevered. He attained a big reliance in his own heart. Despite the external side of things seeming hopeless, he had such a sincere message, and his related tribes did not even want to listen to him, or to even see him. They even threatened his life, but Mohammad said to himself: If the Quraysh use weapons, then so be it! – Mohammad knew that the Truth will develop eternally and what is limited within time, during the wars, will fall to the side, it will learn its lessons. He said to them: Leave the idols. They are worthy only of the flies. Only God is real. He has created us and understand that only God is great and that His Will is the best for all beings. – And gradually millions of wild idolaters, I am saying gradually, began to believe in Allah Akbar, and even more so, they believed with their fiery hearts.

It was full of conflicts around Mohammad. He lived in a big whirlpool, in a big dizzy. But he gave birth from himself to the Quran, God’s Book, God’s Will. The Quran is the fruit of one Great primal Soul and its Love towards God, the fruit of one crude, as I said before, uneducated, wild Soul, who did not even know how to read, but as I said before – a flaming Soul, sincere and truth-loving, a Soul, burning for God. A Soul sincere and seeking and not only seeking, but also having found. And later Mohammad says in the Quran: Whoever has come to know themselves, they have come to know their Lord.

Translated by Ruah Ezekiel